hope or disappointment

hope or disappointment?
i do not know..
do they hafta?
is that a must of doing so?
comparative and calculative
because they pro!
as words continue,
am thinking of this -
why everything about money?
is that a must to be calculative?
if you really wants to help,
do you hafta calculate with money?
is that the rule?
that can be so cruel
even i know that
it is quite fair to some..
im kinda wonder
with what you pros said
and i would really wants to ask..
are you sure you wants to help?
or it is because of money?
izit money only can deal with it?
well.. is that a hope?
or is a disappointment?