new blog

hahha. i guess im too bored or sumthing.
i got a new blog and wasted lotsa time editing the layout.
well, i dunno how many blogs i have now.
about 3? sumthing lidat..
link my another blog at :
http://raez0403.blogspot.com/
i know im getting lame =.="

thanks Kelvin

2 APRIL 2008

i came home late today and received Kelvin's message
asking bout to meet up at night at 1U
and to company him find sumthing for his lovely..
he fetched me around 6 30pm
and glad he at least never get lost
hahha
it was heavy rain that time so everywhere is jam!!
when we reached there is about 7sumthing
and he wanted to look for his friend
at the Triumph Exhibition.
after that we shop around to hunt for what he wants.
we had our dinner at SUSHI GROOVE!
weeee! that's my favourite ;)
he paid for my meals cause the next day is my birthday!
ohh well, i had my green tea ice-cream (:
so satisfied enough.. hehhe..
he ended bought a white gold ring for his lovely at Tomei
* nice ring *
and he ended bought me sumthing which im so in love as present -
" 7zai " (if u do watch CJ7 the alien cutie)
well, since getting late, he send me back
at the same time i gotta show him where's my school.
fyi, he's coming to give workshop next week (:
we called KC to disturb her a bit
since she didn't know im with him. hehhe.
we chatted for quite long at the car park
when Kelvin send me back.

okie, great! that's about all my early birthday celebration which celebrated with Kelvin.
thanks for the present and meals. hehhe! well, u making my birthday great!!

my cutie!

count down

RAEZ IS COUNTING DOWN TO HER BIRTHDAY!!
IS LIKE ABOUT 1 HOUR AND 10MINS LEFT.
* HAPPY *

princess day

i love you, daddy mommy! you make me a wonderful princess today!
i celebrated my early birthday today with surprise!
went to my favourite restaurant at Terminal! weeee!
my aunts and uncles and cousins were all there
though they are a bit of late reaching there.
dad ordered all nice foods ^^
and is all my favourite!! weeee!
and well, everyone's tummy were so full with nice foods (:
mommy bought me my favourite green tea cake!!
* im loving it *
they sang birthday song for me there
and i feel like im a perfectly happy lovely princess ^_^
well, first time having my birthday celebration with my korean cousin.
she's so pretty than in the photo.
she makes a pretty nice necklace for me.
had the most memorable sweetest birthday celebration. weee!

and in memory of today,
thanks Alvis for giving me such great early birthday celebration on today last year.
he's always my greatest leader!!

thanks daddy mommy for the surprises^^
thanks all my lovely family members who came celebrated with me
and the presents and making my day so sweet memorable and wonderful^^

mommy took that on the way to Terminal

mommy say this princess look so happy ^^

raez and suji aka my korean cousin

my favourite green tea cake (:

raez and hong aka my cutie pie

raez and the lovely cake with cutie pie ^_^

ermm.. suji took that =/

argh.. the nice necklace my lovely korean cousin suji made for me. *thanks* *heart*

ooppss.. i realise i forgot to take a group photo =/
well, some photo not with me.. will upload more when i get 'em all..

lovely family

ohh nooooo!
i just can't wait for tomorrow!!
well, my birthday is coming so soon (: and my daddy and mommy invited my aunts and uncles celebrating an early birthday for me tomorrow night at my favourite restaurant! my korean cousin will be there too. is like my first time celebrating my birthday with her.
im getting so exciting and im not able to sleep. hehhe..
so i think im gonna be the shutterbug tomorrow. weeee!
i love you, daddy & mommy. you are great!!
~ loving family ~

hope or disappointment

hope or disappointment?
i do not know..
do they hafta?
is that a must of doing so?
comparative and calculative
because they pro!
as words continue,
am thinking of this -
why everything about money?
is that a must to be calculative?
if you really wants to help,
do you hafta calculate with money?
is that the rule?
that can be so cruel
even i know that
it is quite fair to some..
im kinda wonder
with what you pros said
and i would really wants to ask..
are you sure you wants to help?
or it is because of money?
izit money only can deal with it?
well.. is that a hope?
or is a disappointment?

disappointing moment

so disappointed..
from what i heard just now.
didn't know it is just so complicated
and make things can be in trouble??!
it has a little bad impression for me now
and im kinda regret how i told my friend that's not true
so i guess im wrong now...
that is all what i don't hope and don't expect to see!
and well, i think im gonna disappoint my members now..
prideful and complicated
that makes me feel so uncomfortable with it
i have got no others choice
since i make things so happening
im wrong and im really wrong!
now i realize the truth...

cheerleading

as if u read my previous post, you'll know that im kinda suffering for my school cheerleading. well, chatted with Sam and Kelvin Loh and things work better. as for Sam, he's trying to work things out. he's trying best to find his transport to my school to coach us or if not he's finding his friend to coach us. that's great! how glad.. *heart dear* so im kinda stress release abit. ohh, having open day for cheerleading in my school like in 2weeks later. well, Kelvin might be coming to help and teaching some basics. greatest is that he's arranging his time to come over and he at least abit well known my school area. so is like easier for me to bring him to my school. *appreciate*
i do chat with Rachel Ng by sending messages in fs. she's giving me lotsa ideas and tips on leading a cheerleading in school since it is new! and kinda encouraged by her words as well. she's helpful and im kinda admire her passion for cheerleading. that struck me! *thanks*
had meeting with my people.. assist.. admin etc about our planning.. talking bout our open day and uniform.. so it seems there's a way out now.. and im not so lost since i got a really great assistant and admin.. not much to worry though.. thanks Celine and Marilyn :) *heart you both*
my admin typing out a letter for hm to approval.. hhmmm.. we can't do much except waiting for the letter to be approve and maybe we will update our hm more information bout that..
thanks girls (: and thanks those whose name i mention above. love ya people..

thanks dear (:

im really really emo!!
i was crying at the same time chatting with sam
sam do not make me cry
just i feel im really that useless
im not qualified to be a cheerleader what else more a captain?
it is hard to find a coach to teach..
uniform.. t-shirt.. all haven't done yet..
though in words im not able to express much to sam..
but im crying
seriously.
and by the way he do makes me smile...
so as i said..
sam always makes me smile when i cry
and makes my cry when i laugh (as in i laugh till tears drop) lolx.
his words always struck me and im encouraged by him..
ermm.. feeling abit better after throwing everything to him..
and he wil makes me smile again >.<

p/s : thanks dear :) u're great all the times whenever i need u..

tagged by sam

argh.. tagged by sam =/ anyway, here goes....

1. Who is your all time inspiration?
erm.. it change all times when reach different level of life..

2. Have you had a crush on me?
hahha.. at the moment no? future who knows? >.<

3. If you were to be stranted on a deserted island,who are the 3 blogging buddies you would take with you?Why?
sam , kc , shuen >>> chocx!

4. Where is the place you wanna go to the most?
singapore and aussie!! weee!

5. If you have only one wish to come true,what would it be?
to be with sumone im in love now..

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
sometimes..

7. What are you afraid to lose now the most?
both my really dearest dears

8. If you win 1$,what would you do?
depends on situation. lolx.

9. If you meet someone you love,would you confess it to him or her?
it depends on situation and status.. yeapzz..

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
caring , outrageous , lovely

11. What are the requirements that you wish for your other half?
holy , trustworthy , caring , understanding

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
backstabbers , bitches

13. Highlight of the week.
C3

14. If you have faults,would you rather the people around you point it out to you or you rather they keep quiet?
let them point it out if they wanna.. but i will still admit it at least i won't feel guilty..

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God and family. never change.

16. Are you a shopaholic?
yesh when my bro pay me..

17. What's on your mind right now?
cheerleading' thingy

18. If you have a chance,which part of your character would you like to change?
my eating habbits.. wanna on diet!!

19. What's the last shocking thing that you see or heard?
nope.. except affections on my skin allergy..

20. What's bothering you lately?
my exam and my cheerleading thingy..

i tag.... ermm...
* kc
* mich my sweetest sis
* elicia the nuttz