disappointing moment

so disappointed..
from what i heard just now.
didn't know it is just so complicated
and make things can be in trouble??!
it has a little bad impression for me now
and im kinda regret how i told my friend that's not true
so i guess im wrong now...
that is all what i don't hope and don't expect to see!
and well, i think im gonna disappoint my members now..
prideful and complicated
that makes me feel so uncomfortable with it
i have got no others choice
since i make things so happening
im wrong and im really wrong!
now i realize the truth...