suckish

i lose badly in my competition. so those who knows, please don't ask me again how's the result. it suckx! and i never expect that.
it's unbelievable.. and i never imagine that..
i needa find myself blameless now so stop asking me.. and yeahh, i gotta chill..
once i lose, i hafta suffer for another long periods of time..
i lose both.. so u should know what im talking bout..
and yeahh, im much alright now.. and im not gonna tell the result here..

* closed friends can ask me privately when my mood is fine *

so that's ur update. people out there, i know you guys great! im really alright now cause i don't wanna my dear to worry, so i hafta (:
hahha. seriously. that doesn't a matter dy k? cheers!