blue week

my mood is down,
and friends around me feeling upset,
i've no way what else i can do.
kinda heartbroken at this moment,
for sumthing unwanted and unexpected happened,
im lost in my way...
who can i tell?
and who should i tell?
while they're in dilemma and needa sumone to coax them.
i keep it all in my heart and remain silent,
i pretending im alright but im not actually,
i smile even when i don't wanna,
i laugh when im pretty hurt at times.
im telling myself all the way,
" im alright im fine "
but i lose while fighting with my mind battles.
i can't accept the fact why all that happened,
but still i needa accept all,
while im not willing to.
im trying my very best,
to stand firm at this point,
friends around still needs me,
my words of encouragement...