Dato' dan Datin

Dato' Jeff Pang dan Datin Jane. my bro and in-law.
my handsome Dato'. hahha. but Dato's getting fatter ;p

dinner with Dato' Jeff Pang

today we had dinner with Dato' Jeff Pang aka my 2nd bro in blood sumwhere in KL. this is our cny dinner since he was so busy the whole cny. btw, his son aka my nephew became the main topic during the whole dinner though. he can laugh non-stop. hahha. everyone fighting to carry him. attracted by his sweet smiley face. is a HE.
dad carrying him. grandpa and grandchild. ehehee..
he sweeten my heart ;)

free writing

argh! having some performance tomorrow. something bout the cny celebration.
supposed a no way, but i should be active since it's my last year in high school. enjoying!
hope im not gonna shake on stage since im not so good in acting. oh yeah, im acting in a drama. short drama. cheerleading better than this man..
gonna see myself dying on stage=.="
all the best everyone, who's acting in the drama with me. and to my beloved daddy kenny and bro wshing for their yoyo china presentation; dai kah jie angeline for her singing.
love ya, all...

blue week

my mood is down,
and friends around me feeling upset,
i've no way what else i can do.
kinda heartbroken at this moment,
for sumthing unwanted and unexpected happened,
im lost in my way...
who can i tell?
and who should i tell?
while they're in dilemma and needa sumone to coax them.
i keep it all in my heart and remain silent,
i pretending im alright but im not actually,
i smile even when i don't wanna,
i laugh when im pretty hurt at times.
im telling myself all the way,
" im alright im fine "
but i lose while fighting with my mind battles.
i can't accept the fact why all that happened,
but still i needa accept all,
while im not willing to.
im trying my very best,
to stand firm at this point,
friends around still needs me,
my words of encouragement...

to my dearest meimei

deep inside my heart,
i have this guilt,
that i think i hurt my meimei.
i know that deep inside her heart she's feeling sad,
and kinda lost at times,
but still she smiles to me since the beginning,
assuming she's alright.
i know that she's hurt,
i know that i treated her kinda strict recently,
for some causes...
people around agreed for what im doing is right,
she told me the same..
but still im feeling bad bout it.
i'm happy that she don't blame me at all,
but appreciate for what i did to her.

thanks meimei for your understanding,
hope you're always happy:)
sorry...

Valentines

at this point, i darn frustrated. not anyone making me into that, but the day making me into that.
u got the point, 14 Feb - Valentines Day.
supposed a sweet and romantic day but it's more a embarrassing day to me. went out with my gang of friends to celebrate valentines day. suckx. traffic jam everywhere and everything's like double the price. thank God it is just once a year!
was stop by at this sumwhere restaurant after a short shops. while we chatting till so high waiting the foods to be serve on table, we realized people around were staring at the same direction and start shock-ing self, we curious toO and look back. dang, my friend's bestest aka my not so close friend (a guy) holding a 999 stalks roses with some balloons and Ferrero Rocher decorated bouquet walking in (hey dude, where's ur guts comes from?). for your information, people around were actually talking bout him. ish! by the way, he walks towards me and gave me that. so u think he likes me or he's my boy for sure? right. it was my friends all shared money bought me that. my friends so sweet and nice! love them love them!! muackxx..
hmmm.. we enjoy the dinner though a lil pricey. that's fine, important still the fellowship. yeah right..
somehow i gotta hold that big bouquet of roses+balloons+chocs shops in the shopping complex. it's so lame ya know.. hope i didn't met anyone i know.. it might gotta lmao..
finally i reach home, thought should have can relax who knows there's even more bouquets of flowers and chocz and bears bouquets and gifts in all those nice gift boxes in my house... argh headache! i have no way idea where to place them. somehow my house more like a florist now..
but still, thanks people for being so sweet and nice and romance??!??! i love it all..


thanks :
G1 : jasmine a , celine , kenny , kendrick , mkuan , yan , kwei , pwen , sarah , angeline , michelle c
G2 : pristine , jasmine l , alex p , jay l , jason t , carmen , kelvin
G3 : yvonne , skian , wilson , wquan , sharon , sam , derrick , michelle q

and those if i left out ur name im sorry.. i might have not remember who is who now.. toO much to mention.. no offense k? always remember u guys:)

Regrets & Upset

sumthing sad if u're not able to meet up with ur friends before u leaving to another place. ain't?
i hope to meet up with sumone recently. but never able to due to sumone's busy-ness. but is alright. a place which i seldom go.. a place that i visit once a year.. but is gone.. just hope before im leaving to another place, i able to visit that place again nevertheless visit this person. hoping by that time sumone's free.
for what i know, i will regret if i couldn't meet this person at least once before im leaving. either this person comes or i go. anyway, i will try my very best to visit that place again and visit the person at
times. after all, im satisfied..
a good friend to me on msn.. meet once but not closed at all by that moment... once closed but never meet before...
anyhow, that's how i feel..
out of that, i gotta visit all my friends for the very last time before i leave.. specially those in S'pore. they know who they are. no mention. hehhe..
if this person know who is he/she, no offense k? just a feeling..

A Bored but Exciting CNY

btw, im still kinda in cny mood. 2 days before cny, me and family went JB. my hometown. met my lovely young cousins and somehow they made me more like a kid there. hahha. play like a mad. help out grandma preparing some stuffs for 2 days later. and fetch grandma to the Giant most nearby to get some soft drinks. duh, i don't drive k.. my bro drives:)
1st day of cny midnight 12, we were all still awake! playing fire crackers. erm... anyway, we enjoy the midnight fires! the sky brighten up with colorful fireworks and stars above shine like diamonds. fyi, u can hardly get more than 5 stars in KL but i get the whole sky of stars in hometown.
time flies and it was around 2am, we gonna go sleep and wake early later on. hahha. everyone fight for bath room just to.... bath. yeah, bath! everyone's wearing so red and smiling to one another. wee! cut the story short, received quite many ang paoz. lolx. in the afternoon, me and family left going back to KL. i wish to stay for a day more but we're going to Penang next day, so gotta go back and pack new cloths.
reached KL exactly dinner time. we get a nice bath and went out again for dinner. tired tired. we had dinner in some japanese restaurant and we had a japanese lou sang. it's nice, can try;) but kinda pricey. hehhe..
never get a nice sleep that day. cause i miss my new laptop toO much. online all the while since been outa touch with my contacts. hmmm.. it's 4am! now only is the time for me to get pack my stuffs and ready for the next tirp.
it's a restless night since i'd only not more than 2hours sleep. woke in the morning 6 30am and left around that. the evil i got my breakfast half way on the high way. u know, many peoples fight for tables and chairs. the whole place a crowd and no mention is kinda dirty. since i don't really eat breakfast type of person, i had a drink and that's all. oh yeahh, i had some sweets! wee..
never know what's going on in between, i can tell u im asleep all the way till i reach penang. hehhe..
again we take our lunch in Gurney. the same restaurant same food ordered. oh, hahha, we reach penang around 1pm! drive all the "snake" way into Batu Ferringi. again we staying Park Royal. while checking in, called Joshe and funny he dunno whose calling him at first. erm, my fault. im using different number calling him. hahha. fine..
had a short chat about izit able to meet up that few days.
all while, im stuck in the hotel for almost everyday every time. stay at the beach there doing nothing sleeping on the deckchair looking the birds flying in the sky and boats sailing..
we got buffets in our hotel. huhu.. raining! but worth it. there's some cultural shows that night. it's great and i miss it now.. btw, slept late. hahha..
somehow my friend reached Penang but staying kinda far. not able to meet her. she's going with big gangs of families. nevertheless we doing the same thing. who knows my both aunts came visit us. at first my so call sis aka my aunt she called me and have a short conversation asking where am i now doing what there etc. an hour later surprisingly they were right in front of us! argh so touching! they came up all the way from Ipoh just to visit us! sadly at night we gotta go dinner with dad's bestest. around 6 30pm, aunts they all went back to Ipoh. and we get prepare ourselves and going dinner. is kinda an excitement to meet Wen Min and Wen Lian again. oh, also Xu Min! they are all my childhood friends. we chat from the beginning of dinner around 8pm till like 1am non-stop. kakaa..
straight to the point, the days after dinner, darn bored! and worse, my complexion getting darker than before. oh my my.. i wonder how long i gotta take to make my complexion fair again. sobbie..
anyway, back to KL now. missing Penang. =.=" school started and fall sick! gotta COLx. Cry Out Loud.

story to be continue...................

random post after Sports day before CNY

oh yay... sports day end! at last..
everything turn back to normal now.. can online again. can study like normal.. can go to school like usual.. can relax during holiday! woot!
as i said, sports day end.. that means there's no more practices for cheerleading and no more stay backs after school. skipped tuitions quite sumtimes. this really killing me u know. i didn't even study for a lesson during this period of hard practice. argh! gotta rush all homeworks. darn!
anyway, cny coming very very soon. is like still 2 more days. tomorrow gotta skip school. no!!! going back to hometown. urgh! i shouldn't be mad but just my exams right after cny.
at the moment should really pray hard for helps.
relax relax... time to relax... i needa enjoy my cny in penang with maybe friends there if im free or they're free... relax my mind only try to concentrate on studies. ehehhe...
Happy Chinese New Year, all... have a blessed and memorable one ;)
see ya'll after all..