Everything Changed

everything happened without anyone knowing it.. without any sign.. without informing..
2008.. toO much things happened on me.. which is out of my expectation..
i've no way know since when i became AJK of F5 in my SPBT club.. i have no way know since when i become the admin of the Canaan's group.. i have no way know we have a crush on each other which we are actually very best friend and best partner.. i have no way know i have sumthing on with some leaders which not so happy.. i have no way know i will go tuition so suddenly and so hardworking.. i have no way know i decided to not online so often.. i have no way know i'll change my ambition and not gonna study law..
getting more mature getting more things to worried of. hafta make lotsa of critical decisions. time to grow.
im i dilemma now.. i made a decision which i never ever thought of i'll make one day. summore it is just so soon. felt hurt and lost. hope everything turn to be so fine after i finish this post. hope im alright.
anyhow, i know im growing up.. and im experiencing it.. it is somehow a very tough moment of being mould..
i just hope everything soon will be fine.. i mean FINE.