bored..

hmmm, dunno why recently im so absent-minded in whatever im doing. couldn't focus at one's. sumthing going just so wrong with me!! okie fine, forget bout it at the moment.
am so sick! am i really sick? or just being toO restless+stressed out=sick? hahha. i have no idea.. judge yourself.
i felt vexed and have no idea it related to what. studies? maybe my english yes. "lost my own accent. sad." family? nah no. friends? dont think there's any. youth? yea, sumone i guess. church? err, not at the moment. money? never. love? always complicated. hmm, what else? hahha. think im going lil out of mind aight.
life getting bored when comes to the end of the year and makes me getting lazier. urgh! sumthing rare, im busy at the same time. erm, which i dunno what im busy with actually. just BUSY. lolx. sounds funny..
i realized that im getting lost interest in almost everything. but always never MUSIC. time for me to move on to improve my guitar' and drums' skill. i might getting lag behind if im not gonna moving on. bleh*
oh, getting more exciting bout the following months!! gonna go manicure, gonna perm my hair, gonna do hair treatment, gonna do highlight, gonna travel, gonna go piercing, gonna go camps, gonna... wow. uncountable. my free month! hahha. people out there don't jealous please.. neway, it could be meaningless for me toO. so is equal to nothing.
let's stay tuned for more updates what i gonna do then ;p
at this point i lost my view of keep on writing this. so ciaoz. update u guys soon again.