life's complicated..

recently there's multiple of things happen with sudden. that's incredible! but anyway, hope everything will turns out fine sooner.
Satan playing fool with us i guess. everything just messes up, kinda out of control. i felt grief after reading 'sumone's' blog. hmm, i couldn't comment much and i didn't know much, but i think we must know the truth before we judge whatsoever things. okie, i know family is important but couldn't be toO over-protect them even they did sumthing wrong. it is dangerous to judge others. btw, i think that shouldn't be a reason stopping 'sumone' from growing and serving. think more positively and wise. at the same time give a thought to one's feeling. no one ever wanna make others angry of one's. it's for ur own good..
the situation presents great complexity. thing turns out of expectation.
at the moment right now, im kinda down and am speechless, cause even me myself have no idea what i gonna do to simplify it. time to pass all this kinda suckish thingy back to God and He will lead. let go and let God..

bored..

hmmm, dunno why recently im so absent-minded in whatever im doing. couldn't focus at one's. sumthing going just so wrong with me!! okie fine, forget bout it at the moment.
am so sick! am i really sick? or just being toO restless+stressed out=sick? hahha. i have no idea.. judge yourself.
i felt vexed and have no idea it related to what. studies? maybe my english yes. "lost my own accent. sad." family? nah no. friends? dont think there's any. youth? yea, sumone i guess. church? err, not at the moment. money? never. love? always complicated. hmm, what else? hahha. think im going lil out of mind aight.
life getting bored when comes to the end of the year and makes me getting lazier. urgh! sumthing rare, im busy at the same time. erm, which i dunno what im busy with actually. just BUSY. lolx. sounds funny..
i realized that im getting lost interest in almost everything. but always never MUSIC. time for me to move on to improve my guitar' and drums' skill. i might getting lag behind if im not gonna moving on. bleh*
oh, getting more exciting bout the following months!! gonna go manicure, gonna perm my hair, gonna do hair treatment, gonna do highlight, gonna travel, gonna go piercing, gonna go camps, gonna... wow. uncountable. my free month! hahha. people out there don't jealous please.. neway, it could be meaningless for me toO. so is equal to nothing.
let's stay tuned for more updates what i gonna do then ;p
at this point i lost my view of keep on writing this. so ciaoz. update u guys soon again.

Happy Birthday to Caryn

16 Oct 2007. Happy Blessed Birthday, Caryn!! Happy Sweet Sixteen, lovely!!
we knew each when were very young. thank God for the opportunity that we able to meet again in high school. by then we became neighbor. hahha. we car pool to school and back home. nevertheless we always hang out at our condo's cafe and share everything together.
it's her birthday today! so i really wanna send my bestest wishes for her!
oh yea! i attended her birthday party yesterday! hahha. it was great! thanks Caryn:)
i wish hat could be the sweetest birthday celebration for her. happiest moment.
God Bless You, my dear..

Just for CARYN :

On your birthday, special one,
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.

On your day I wish for you
Favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks
That earthly gifts cannot replace.

I wish you fine and simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life’s best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after!

Happy Blessed Birthday!