Flu Vaccine @ the Homes

suppose to post this yesterday but erm....toO tired so i post it today. anyway.
most people know sunday im sure going to church and all. yea,im going to church as usual. yesterday was meaningful to me where we did a special service and gave free flu vaccines to some Nursing homes and orphanage. to save time,after service my youth had lunch at the opposite restaurant and had our evaluation there since we hafta meet Pst.Willie at 2.15pm.
after meeting Pst.Willie and all we went down gather with the indo group while waiting the rest. nah im not that kinda type of person who like children that much. (had some scary experienced/memories with CHILDREN) but i still take up my courage to go since it's MEANINGFUL ;p
when we reached shelter house,we heard the children' shoutings. i told my girls gosh i gonna faint man.. but fine! we carry things in..set up everything..and get ready. i got an opportunity to help out a pretty sista;sista Sue Ee/Michelle since i hope to know her better! but gonna call her doctor soon aight. hehhe=) what i hafta to do was i hafta put on the plaster for them after she gave injection. though it just a short time but nice working out with her;)
after finished giving flu vaccines,we clean up the table and prepared refreshment for them. me and my girls were sitting aside chatting. kinda bored. here the most scary part for me o.O the children are toO friendly and active. i got shocked from them quite some times. they blew the balloons(that's normal)but they burst it then(oh gosh!) nah that's the reason why they're scary to me. got bully by them. sigh..
but one thing i learned from them they are so caring. they take care of one another no matter u are different race or not. the one thing impacted me the most was this little courteous indian girl. she thanks everyone of us who came visit them. that's touched:)

oh.. hahha.. there was this bro,bro HanSon(so call hand some) surprised me. since i know him for almost a year didn't know he's a...going-to-be doctor!(if u know him better u'll know why i say so) hahha. how i know him was during last year convention at JB where we had water baptism together. we reborn together! yeah! we got to know each other even better during our usher dinner(we're usher) he fetched me home. nah the way he jab even scary!! =.="

time flies. gotta leave shelter house. before that i went for a photo taking section though not much. heh;) i wondered will Sue Ee reject me if i request to take photo with her but hahha she friendly accepted. memorable:) not forget bout this bro HanSon as well. hahha.
tired after all~




RaeZ and Sue Ee



RaeZ and HanSon

A Particular Friend of Mine ; A Particular Brother in Christ

recently i got to know this particular bro which he's serving in Hope church located in a part of the miaw-miaw city. that's quite far for me lo. how we know each other is through the adding in friendster. since we know we're serving the same church(Hope Of God),we started to have conversations and slowly we added up in msn chatting online.
we have a quite big different of our age but nah age is not a problem aight. i couldn't deny he's a very nice guy not because he's nice chatting with. (i have my reason WHY) we able to share everything (even secrets) together with an open heart. which mean no secretive larh. all the conversations we enjoy talking bout 'sumone'. hahha.. the most important where he'd actually shared God's word to me at times and i got encouraged. hehhe. i received loads from him;) i guess he himself dunno bout it as well aight. no stress chatting with him and the same time i can be myself. especially he speaks a lots of hilarious words and telling all jokes. hahha. hey, no offense k.
there's ONE thing am jealous with him : his collections. he's a guitar lover and he own a studio. GREAT right?! im wondering so GOOD if i have these MUCH guitars and i know is impossible. it'll be possible when im dreaming larh. at this point and if U are reading this,u should know urself well enough ya. no mention. hahha. there's one day i requested i wanna learn this song which using plucking. nah,my plucking ain't good aight. and wow,he teach me online. so touching right?! the most touchable thing he does was he worried that i couldn't get what he'd taught,he recorded a video..uploaded it..send it to me..just to show me the way of plucking=) i become speechless then because i know if i was him,i will not do that.
oh,im reminded. there's another day which is a few days before Friendship Day my youth organized. im a kinda quiet and NOT a public speaking person. im not that quiet only when am closed with u larh. so what happen is,im holding a kinda important role for that day : chairperson. oh gosh,im the CHAIRPERSON? u want me to speak loud to the audience? are u kidding? or u better kill me! im so down and nervous. is my first time doing such thing in such important event. for what i know there'll be more people coming compare to my cg. and im unfamiliar with the people lerh. hahha. this bro keep encourage me not to worried and keeping me in prayer. the next day he call me up. hahha. im surprised to receive his call. he call me from far apart - miaw-miaw city. i couldn't imagine how much he spend the credits calling me aight. okie,back to the point. he teach me what to do and how to do on the phone.(he has a sweet and nice voice;p) at the same time actually he's having 'sumthing' which is sad to mention. ow... im so sorry...
in a short of period had already so much things happened. what if for the so on months and years?! through all these,our friendship(for worldly),our relationship(in Christ) getting closer with one another. it seems to be we've know each other been in ages. im so blessed to have known this bro in Christ which like my big bro. nah he's my petbro;) can't wait till that day where we can meet up in the month of dec,MNC 2007. but that time i really needa thanks him face to face.
i appreciate and thanks this bro for what he has done for me. all he had done will glow in my memory. is not easy for me to forget though i've STML(short-term-memory-lost). even though if i got accident and knock my head all my memories gone still i'll not forget;) nah not to say im bias or sumthing larh but different people will have different impact of ur life right? but still the rest i appreciate ya'll a lot as well though.

God bless bro..

HealinG!!

for those who know what's going on with ME, do still remember what i told ya'll? going for 3rd check up and hope the result turns out 30 and so and so??? i went for my 3rd medical check up and had took my report. guess what?? it's a GREAT news!! i was like WOW! it doesn't turns out 31 nor 29 but exactly 30!! nah,i skipped taking medi lots of time k.. so it's the POWER of PRAYER! praise the living GOD!! time to REJOICE really. im now fully healed but nah,hafta take care still. one GREAT thing:i don't needa take any medi anymore!! im SAVED from the DEATH.. pHiEw... thanks all of yall people who always encourage me.. keeping me in prayer.. walk beside me.. and help me through out circumstances.. don't know what i would done without ya'll with me.. THANKS&APPRECIATE!! through all these tough times,i learned a lot and experienced a lot.. how to rely on God more;to have faith in Him for what He has promised;how to walk by faith;seek first His kingdom;pray hard;stand firm in His presence no matter what. i think i grew a bit more mature and spiritually?!?!?? this the way how God mould me.. and now i know He's always there for me whenever whatever however. im totally released and im RELEASED!! my shoulder so light right now.. you know why? cause i have NO more burdens... can feel the JOY in me? hahh... oh c'mon,im kinda excited now.. words can only go this far.. will update more sooner;)

nonsense

recently im that BUSY. gosh,can't breath at the moment..
many things to do.. many things to think.. many things to settle.. many things to...whatever lah.. especially at the moment am not really feeling well is damn TIRED!gonna song lead this saturday but im having sore throat..
oh God,are u kidding with me? why must at this moment?? hmm.. think im going insane now aight..
while others busy with their trials and am busy with all nonsense.. hahha.. not really nonsense lah actually.. just sumthing which am not willing to do so i think that's nonsense. lol.
at this point,sumone is in my mind..this 'sumone' had messed up my mind. sigh.. i keep trying my very best to STOP thinking of this 'sumone' but i guess i'd failed to do so. 'sumone' make me lost my direction.. i was thinking why must i toO care bout this 'sumone'? guess 'sumone' had a very important role in my life right now. hmm.. i can't do anything lah.. God's plan maybe..
of course not forget bout my dear dear MOON! she's having her.....trials??sooner so i really wanna add some oil for her. by praying? by sending encouraging message? by sending sweet comments? heh.. dunno wor~ anyway,i wish she'll done it with flying colors,do her best and no regrets. "dear,im here to support you always ya..luv ya.." ahem* im not lesbian or sumthing but she is just a very very important person in my life k.. so.. hahha..
i gonna stop crapping till here then.. crap for the next post when am free aight..